i want to pull off whatever's left on my head

i can't shrug this bad feeling.

i want to scream at the top of my lungs and get punched like there's no tomorrow.

i wish i could jump up and down and send emails anonymously.
i just want to be a little less upsetting.

when the time comes that if i decide to get married and settle down, those who need to interview couples can count on me and my spouse.

life can suck at 19.

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i want to pull my hair and leave nothing.
even the 14th of November dictated that stubble be left.

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