I've never said it.
But soon enough, perhaps I will be compelled to do so.
Some people put words into my mouth and claim that I've said those things before even if I haven't.
and now, I wonder how or when or why will I even say it.
Because maybe, just maybe -- you already know it even without the words.
I want to be creative.
But at the same time, I am stunned.
I am silenced.
I am shot.
I am stumbling.
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But at the end of the day, that'll still be #5.
In His time, YES.
Not in ours.
WE deserve it.
