Yes, you.

I'm genuinely hurt because i have hurt you.

But I got hurt too, you know.

You shouldn't bring this one up

Hit a nerve

And shrug it all too easily.

I know I'm no good at times

and

I maybe no lady of confrontation

But I'd gladly accept.

Here's to you

Because I care a lot.

Please understand that I try to understand.

Really.

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I opened my media player and it's on loop...

and the phrase that ticked you off was in that first song.

WHAT are the odds?

After 7 Freakin' Years

After seven years, I guess it's safest to claim that you were my first love.

and in that brief moment after seven long years, we were able to talk.

You've entered priesthood.

But you're still the same caring person.

---

Mika, I miss you.

well, i surely missed you too

When's our next date? :))

i don't know

OK. Church perhaps?

that would be great.

During my ordination.

---

You were the first love of my heart.

and I hope you're happy with your response to that call to religious life.

Until we meet again.

Until that time when you will celebrate the ceremonies of my life, Fr. Gerard.

Kung di mo maunawaan ang katahimikang ito, paano pa kaya ang salimuot na unti-unting bumabalot sa atin?

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Paano pa kaya

kung naroon na?

Ang aking damdamin pinaglalaruan ng BALIW at ng ULAN

Isang kawalan na hindi pinagsisisihan.

Isang pagkadaupang-palad na marahil walang katulad.

Isang pagbuhos na sana'y hindi matapos.

Isang sayaw.

Ikaw at Ako.

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Ang aking damdamin, pinaglalaruan ng baliw at ng ulan.

12 Marso 2010

Siyang tunay.

This feels extremely weird

It's you when it should be me?

When is it YOU and when is it me?

How Real Can this Get?

Your voice [will be] the soundtrack of my summer.

(Thunder, BLG)

Sinong di mapapasayaw sa ULAN?

Kung sukat kayanin nitong yaring mga luha ang pagdilig sa nanunuyot na ikaw, ay dagliang ginampanan at nasimulan noon pa.

Huwag papadaig.

Ako'y didilig.

Subalit ang walang kasiguraduhan, ay isang yakap at yapak na kumakaya sa ating dalawa.

You chose this didn't you?

flash that smile right there baby when your cabinet mirror appears.

flash it right there and don't bother the pangs of bitterness and pain.

You chose this didn't you?

So why bother the pain?

Flash it right there.

Flash that smile.

Be okay.

Or at least show them that you are.

Remove that disappointed look on your face.

Replace the grim with glee

and put a little cute wrinkle at each side of the eyes.

Smile.

1, 2, 3.

You chose this didn't you?

Along with this choice is the non-negotiable smile that

you have to show them... NOW.

Because we all are

suffering.

---

so we all have to

take one for the team.

Catch me I'm falling :O

Saluhan lang.

Complementarity, Chemistry and Compatibility

What is then the purpose of these 3Cs when you're dealing with the greatest, most impossible challenge?

It's as if both of you are

..a compatible modem and computer

..or a complementing appetizer and main dish

..or simply a mixture of molecules that combine.

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You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything.

Because my roommate just broke up with her boyfriend

And she's playing this song i love for the nth time.

Because despite complementing each other,

or being compatible with each other

or having that chemistry..

If both of you are simply not meant to be.

therefore

that's just

too bad.

OR maybe, Dr. Wilson of House M.D. is right after all.

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too big a chance, eh?