Even without the words

I've never said it.

But soon enough, perhaps I will be compelled to do so.

Some people put words into my mouth and claim that I've said those things before even if I haven't.

and now, I wonder how or when or why will I even say it.

Because maybe, just maybe -- you already know it even without the words.

I want to be creative.

But at the same time, I am stunned.

I am silenced.

I am shot.

I am stumbling.

--

But at the end of the day, that'll still be #5.

In His time, YES.

Not in ours.

WE deserve it.

Take it Easy, No Pressure, Remember to Breathe

The revelation of the night didn't come from you directly. But it was still shocking in itself. There might be few misquotations and what not, but even the most generic sentence or phrase that you can get from that conversation was scary. Well at least for my part. :>

Be careful. I'm serious.

Your friend told me to be careful and to anticipate even more things to come.

Well I tell you, take it easy, no pressure and remember to breathe.

I think I can say that we have all the time in the world. I think we can make it. But let's take things easy so that we can enjoy even the trivial stuff.

Remember that there is no pressure. And I know that you'll understand. This is important, but so as our other priorities.

You make me realize a lot of things about myself, about my life and about the things that we can do, and that these things we can do even in a slow-paced manner.

Relax. Chill.

Everything has its own time.

WE have ours.

Let us let it slip away with a memory for every second.

:)

Resonance of what used to be

I will blog today because I feel like what I want to say is worth blogging.

If I'm not mistaken, my first (or perhaps, second) entry in this blog was about the limitations and wariness I have to espouse given my title and position.

And what I naively thought as grave limitations to my liberty (e.g. manner of dressing, the way I speak and act, etc.), are so minor compared to what I have to somehow give-up in order to survive this presidency.

I was not forced by myself to give in, but it's what the situation calls for it.

I am professional but it can only go as far as I perceive it to be.


Diri ako pwede maghinaut na mayda kinabubuwasan ini kay yana pala, diri na dayon pwede. Bangin ha masunod nga mga bulan, pwede pa. Yana, trabaho la it dapat mauna ngan diri kun anuman it mga pinapan-abat. Malain ha dughan nga waray ako choice kay tuyo la na ginpili ko man ini nga mga higayon. Makuri kay mayda ada... It kaso, aada hiya ht lidung nga guinlilibutan ko (pero trabaho nga lidung)

Law of Proportionalism

The greater good.

The lesser evil.

Or am I simply justifying
that this one's something good for a change.

Quite different from what I expected and indeed, this is something new.

One Big Event

after everything has been said and done,

after all the sleepless nights...
and all tear-jerking moments.


It's done.

But everything has just begun.


50 DAYS.
but this seems forever.
seems the like we're about to end what we have started

50 days ago.

Sober

I want to fall in love with you when I'm sober.

I want to fall in love again.

and see how I will love you...

without the spike.

without the kick.

without the tipsiness.

I want to fall in love with you when I'm sober.

Yes, you.

I'm genuinely hurt because i have hurt you.

But I got hurt too, you know.

You shouldn't bring this one up

Hit a nerve

And shrug it all too easily.

I know I'm no good at times

and

I maybe no lady of confrontation

But I'd gladly accept.

Here's to you

Because I care a lot.

Please understand that I try to understand.

Really.

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I opened my media player and it's on loop...

and the phrase that ticked you off was in that first song.

WHAT are the odds?