Kiss me in the Morning

Slits of lights enter through the blinds.

it's 6am.

the smell of dew and fresh grass fill the air.

it's cold and you could have used some more snoozing and curlin' up.

we all are but strangers in the night.

and mere lost souls in the morning.

when will that moment show itself once more?

'cause you are my forever and a day. Always.

*Someday you will find me caught beneath the landslide. In a Champagne Supernova in the sky*

On Disappointments

i am like so dead.

i'm sorry. :(

TB 3: Now i remember why my blog is entitled this way

Save the sanity for me.

Almost a year ago, i remember that i created this blogspot because i felt once more that my sanity was hanging by a thread for the nth time. this happens every so often and voila, here it is again.

i guess i'm just tired, inspired and exhausted all at the same time.

this is that time of one's life when you feel like you can't seem to put your feet on the ground. you cannot breathe and something holds you tight by the neck.

JUST like the Dashboard, an important part of blogger.com, i will put into heart what the Dashboard Confessionals said: Remember to Breathe. Maybe i am just forgetting it again.

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Breathe. Inhale. Exhale.

i want to pull off whatever's left on my head

i can't shrug this bad feeling.

i want to scream at the top of my lungs and get punched like there's no tomorrow.

i wish i could jump up and down and send emails anonymously.
i just want to be a little less upsetting.

when the time comes that if i decide to get married and settle down, those who need to interview couples can count on me and my spouse.

life can suck at 19.

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i want to pull my hair and leave nothing.
even the 14th of November dictated that stubble be left.

022410

I want to break rules

shattered glasses before dawn breaks.

but now that its 12noon, pick them up one by one.
don't mind the splinters.
even the blisters.

YOU HAVE NO CHOICE...

but to bleed.

The Greatest Dilemma of 022110

I love buying toothbrushes

and that's a fact.

and this afternoon at the grocery, i cannot choose between the Green and Purple toothbrush.

Never had i experienced such a dilemma in my entire toothbrush-lover life.

I chose to compromise

so I chose both.

However, it is not always that you can choose both when you are in such a situation.

Indecisiveness is not always healthy.

So is compromise.

I can see that I see you everywhere

I see you in the falling leaves.

I see you in strawberries.

I see you in chocolates and popsicles.

I hear you in song

but i see you more--

in the lyrics and in the musicality.

I smell your scent

and take it all in

and then I see you in it.

I see you in my drink

and I see you in my faith.

I see you in everything.

I see everything in you.

I see everything but you.